i buy it n i'm in love

qed nghidu illum kellna fejn nibnu harem shih, izda ma jistax ikun li t-tifla ta' hajtek issibha fejn skip fis-seba ta' filghodu l'hadd meta jkun ghadu kemm beda jbexbex. kellha l-boyish looks kolla li jogghbu lili, kollox ippustjat pulit u zghir, jeans min fuq s isfel, u bil pass imqit: naf fejn sejra, ghandi x namel, izda mhux mghaggla hafna.

jekk nergghu inqisu l parameters kolla, nghidulha: unreal. u jien ikolli nirrassenja ruhi b'dal mod izda nghixu min fuq s'isfel dal hin. being 'in love', jekk ingibu hamsin, itihomlna xi 3.75. illejla wahda biss kienet. jigifieri money wise ghal dak il-feeling li certa nies qatt mhu se jiltaqghu mieghu f'hajjithom, hu quite quite worth it.

illejla kienu hemm kolla kemm huma, deb, ruth ,ana, l armpit girl u xi tnejn ohra tal givin me the eye u hekk.

nergghu ghal dawk l affarijiet li newwili noel, sonya llum derhet tispikka iktar mis soltu. kien hemm lisa, l-grazz u l-bella kumpanijja kolla. izda sonya kienet immarkata bil-highlighter. mhux bizzejjed li jkollok d right person at the right place; irid ikun the right time ukoll.

u nahseb illum mnalla qlibna s-siegha u jien fettillli nitlaq l hemm minghajr hafna hugs u kisses u goodbyes.


ixtrulu gelu tal-angli ha jifga fih!


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I'm just a heartbeat in the river
dragged across stream by the tide
hot breeze blinding my intentions
and its still half way the nite

My spine tingles for the shadows
my feet follow all the light
her hair playing on my eyelids
there's no such thing as wrong or right

i'm a ripple grazing her soft skin
her eyes burn holes on my thighs
there's a brick in the middle
and nowhere to do it right

its a yes, yes, yes, yes, yes
and the vultures close in to kill
but shores of all desire
i cant find an ounce of will

then kaleidoscope speeds through my veins
and my room is like the same
yesterday grey and morrow yellow
while i spill words and all my pain